Ole ... ole .. ole .. ole .. oleee

Had my first futsal this morning ... with all the ladies.

And am telling you ... it's super tiring. The court may look small but the running for non stop first 5mins chasing ball is good enough to make you panting for air.

I believe for all of us, this morning was our first time. We went into the court don't know about the rules except to kick ball and yeah .. to scream. Pastor Palan was gracious enough to be our coach/referee and i believe we shocked him with our stunts :)

We played for 1.5hrs and it was really good. This morning, we saw many sides of everyone that we never seen. Those that we thought cannot play actually can play and vice versa. We screamed, simply kicked and running everywhere like crazy were good enough to entertain anyone that happened to be there.

At the end of the day ... it's not really about futsal .. but it's about coming together to fellowship and have a good laugh at each other. At our 1st ladies gathering .. we dressed to dine and now at 2nd gathering .. we kick balls, yeah :)

Looking forward for more gathering to come ... do stay tune gals ..

L

Back to work

Am back to work after 10days off and now feeling super blur ... dunno what to do. This is the problem when am off for a long time ... it's like totally cut off from the world.

Huhh ... need to find my way to be back to my usual self ... this is killing me haaaaaaa

L

Happy Valentine's Day

Lin :- Thanks for the flowers ... but why u got me 4 stalks of white roses haa??

J :- Ohh ... i remember you told me you like 4 white roses ... i even wrote down what you like ...

Lin :- Haaa .. huhh ... since when i said i like 4 white roses??!!!

J :- Opsss ... (blushing) ... my mistake

Well ... that's my man asking Jo to buy me a bouquet of white roses on behalf of him and insist it has to be 4 stalks :D ... and now i know why 4 stalks !!

Happy Valentine's Day dear .... wish you are here .....

L

Blessed Chinese New Year

Cleaning ... washing ... cooking .... red cloth ... ang pow ... firecrackers ... gambling (opsss) .. the time has come !!

Hereby, Lin is wishing everyone of you a very Blessed & Prosperous Chinese New Year.

Have a great time blessing and be blessed by many in return. Drive safely and WIN big in your gambling session ;p

May you be blessed abundantly in health, love, relationship, career and everything your hand touches in Jesus's name.

Gong Xi Gong Xi

L

Missing

Hmnnn .... am being hit by a disease recently .... and the disease is called --> MPD (Missing People Disease)

I don't really like this feeling of missing people as it can be distracting and when Lin is distracted ... that is not good coz Lin can't focus and when Lin can't focus .. Lin can't give her best.

All started off with Tristan ... i can't leave house more than 6hrs .. i'll go crazy thinking and missing him badly. So, i'll constantly look at my handphone to see his photos and i also realised at times my shirt will have his smell .... it's so comforting :)

And ya ... starting to miss Mr J more than usual .. i guess it's been awhile since i last saw him .. gosh ... don't remind me how long i didn't see you haaaaaaaaaaaaaa

And now ... addition to the list ... lil' sis PC ... who always talk crap but her craps make my day joyous .... miss talking and listening to all her innocent questions which many times caused me to be speechless.

What is happening to meeeee .... go away this disease ... haaaaaaaaaaaaaa .. i want to stay FOCUS !!!

L

Dad's birthday

Today is my dad's birthday ... his 58th birthday to be exact.

I can't believe that my dad is getting older ... and that scares me alot ... the more mature i get .. the older my dad is going to be.

As usual, the birthday boy get to choose and decide what he wants to eat. And being a typical Chinese man ... dad always wanted to eat chu char. So, i asked him to decide where he wanted to go .. and i tell you ... my dad is always good at choosing places to eat .. and yeah .. i got that strong point from him haha.

So, we ended up eating chu char and dad was like asking me what u want to eat huhh .. this ok bor? that ok bor? And i was like .. dadddd ... it's ur birthday so u decide. I'll eat anything u order ok?

Dad was helping me to scoop all the dishes as i was carrying Tristan ... and suddenly it brings back all the memories when i was younger. Dad used to scoop dishes for me until my plate full and i always ended up mad and upset with dad ... well, those were the days :)

My dad is a great man and has golden heart ..... in fact he is more passionate and compassionate comparing to me.

Hereby am wishing you a very blessed birthday Dad and i love you more than you ever know.

L

God is forever gracious

I'm indeed very blessed and touched to be loved by our God .... of all the people on earth yet He never forgot and constantly gracious to me.

God is always there holding and accompanying me in every step am taking .... at times i can tremble and worry about my future but His voice is always very comforting thus making my steps firm in His name.

God knows my heart and how empty it can be at times BUT He never failed to fill in the emptiness with the right people that He knows will edify and pray alongside me.

Looking back, i really didn't know i'm in the midst of flying for our dear Lord. People see me as someone who is very strong and stable .... someone that hard to fall. But how many knew i was once in the lowest pit of my life?

During that moment, God was real ... very real. He put people in my life and one of them is you, Jovo :) I can never thank the Lord enough for you .... you somehow complete me in ways that i cannot explain.

And yeah ... along the way God shows His grace to me by sending many great people to edify and encouraged me until where i am today.

And recently ... God gave me a "sister" which i can relate to somehow and i find joy bickering and talking craps with her. Talking to her reminds me alot of good memories i used to have and she is a constant reminder to myself not to stumble anyone in my words and actions as now i know someone is looking up to me for a good role model.

Yeah ... God is gracious and i can see His love from the people around me. I'm learning how to love and to put my trust in people thru God .....

L

Separation

Today, i received news that a friend of mine is considering to walk out from her marriage .....

And this is not something new i heard ... in fact the whole 2009 i received endless news about failed relationship. The sad part is most of the relationship lasted for 7years and above and now only they are calling it off.

Sometimes i really wonder, why human being is this pathetic? Why do we promised and yet broke that promise when we choose to walk away? Why is loving someone so difficult? And why does it have to end with one person crying and the other person lying?

L