As i was busy washing car this morning, Miss P smsed and told me MJ has died.
My 1st reaction - shocked.
And now, am sad ... really sad.
MJ was an extraordinary singer and absolutely superb in every of his performance. I can't find any of his songs that i don't like to listen ... i love all of them.
Hmnnn ... no matter how great you can be, your days are numbered. Therefore, live a fulfilling life with no regret.
May MJ at the eleventh hour made the right choice and repent before the great God ... may his soul rest is peace.
L
Friday, June 26, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
I will be still, God
I've been very restless for the past few days with memories of the past haunting me .... challenges at work and many other nonsense going around.
But I'm encouraged by the word of God that He sees me thru day in day out. He is above all the challenges, hurt, dissappoinments, sorrow and tsunami in my life. I will be still and trust in Him in every sec of my life.
Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust
L
But I'm encouraged by the word of God that He sees me thru day in day out. He is above all the challenges, hurt, dissappoinments, sorrow and tsunami in my life. I will be still and trust in Him in every sec of my life.
Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust
L
Sunday, June 21, 2009
I wonder ...........
I wonder why is it so hard to really move on and forget the past?
I wonder why the memory of the past still brings hurt and sorrow to my heart?
I wonder why shit people like you exist?
I wonder why our paths can crossed and am left to run the never ending highways?
I wonder what the shit were you thinking .... are you even human?
I wonder why .... why you did this to me? What wrong have i done to deserve this?
* I wonder what the h**l i'm thinking right now ... suddenly so emo. God, please be gracious and help get my mind and focus back on track. My past is shit as i made lousy decisions ...
I wonder why the memory of the past still brings hurt and sorrow to my heart?
I wonder why shit people like you exist?
I wonder why our paths can crossed and am left to run the never ending highways?
I wonder what the shit were you thinking .... are you even human?
I wonder why .... why you did this to me? What wrong have i done to deserve this?
* I wonder what the h**l i'm thinking right now ... suddenly so emo. God, please be gracious and help get my mind and focus back on track. My past is shit as i made lousy decisions ...
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Knowing me ..... slightly more personal
Something to share just in case you are wondering about things that you want to know about me .... Enjoyyyyy
1. Name:
Linda Low (you don't have to know my full name)
2. Are you named after anyone?
Don't think my dad that free to name me after someone ....
3. Do you wish on stars?
Naaaaa
4. Which finger is your favorite?
Of course all ... losing one will be unbearable
5. When did you last cry?
Last 3 months ....
6. Do you like your handwriting?
Nowadays, i hardly can read my own handwritting. Sigh
7. What is your favorite lunchmeat?
If i can ... i want to have beef all the time.
8. Any bad habits?
Sleeping non stop like a log.
9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf?
Don't have.
10. If you were another person, would you be you?
I don't think so
11. Are you a dare devil?
Yes, when am on the verge of bursting. So, don't try me :)
12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?
Yes, but with good intention .. God knows.
13. Do looks matter?
Too bad but yes. You need not to be supermodel but at least presentable.
14. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?
Rubbish got la.
15. Are you trendy?
Naaaa ... i have my own style.
16. How do you release anger?
Keeping quiet and complaint to God.
17. Where are your second homes?
Earth of course ...
18. Do you trust others easily?
I no longer know what is the meaning of "trust" when comes to people. Only can trust God.
19. What was your favorite toy as a child?
Some soldier toys ... i dun play with barbie dolls.
20. What class in school do you think is totally useless?
Moral
21. Do you have a journal?
Nope
22. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
When needed so or when that person asking for it.
23. What are your nicknames?
Darling ... Porky ... Piggy .... Mafia ... Gangster ... Tai Ee Long ... Bee (the latest one)
24. Would u ever bungee jump?
Yes ... in your dream la stupid.
25. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
Nope ... too lazy hahah.
26. Do you think that you are strong?
I thought i was until i was left crying and feeling rejected ...
27. What's your favorite Ice Cream Flavor?
Very berry strawberry from BR
28. What's your favorite color?
Light purple
29. What is your least favorite food?
Internal organs
30. How many wisdom teeth do you have?
Four ... how wise i am :P
31. Are you in love with anyone?
What do you think?
32. How many people have a crush on you right now?
How am i supposed to know? It's crush what
33. Who do you miss most right now?
Someone in far away land.
34. What color pants are you wearing?
Blue
35. What are you listening to right now?
News from tv
36. What was the last thing you ate?
Rice with chicken and vege.
37. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
Hmnnnn .... light purple laaaaaaaaa
38. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
My peer
39. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
The way they carry themselves
40. How are you today?
Breathing by the grace of God.
41. Favorite drink?
OJ with milk
42. Favorite alcoholic drink?
Beer
43. Favorite sports?
Badminton
44. Hair color?
Originally black but now i have stripes in red
45. Eye color?
Dark brown
46. Favorite month?
December
47. Favorite food?
Chinese ... so typical of me
48. Last movies you watched?
Terminator
49. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
Nope ... not at all
50. Scary movies or happy endings?
Happy endings ...
51. Summer or winter?
Summer i guess ...
52. Hugs or kisses?
Depends from who
53. Relationships or one-night stands?
I'm the faithful one ...
54. What books are you reading?
Experiencing God
55. Favorite board game?
Chess
56. What did you watch on TV last night?
Some Chinese drama
57. Favorite smells?
My perfume - Iceberg
58. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
My goodness ... i need to sleepppppppppppppppppppppppppp
59. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply
Press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over?
1. Name:
Linda Low (you don't have to know my full name)
2. Are you named after anyone?
Don't think my dad that free to name me after someone ....
3. Do you wish on stars?
Naaaaa
4. Which finger is your favorite?
Of course all ... losing one will be unbearable
5. When did you last cry?
Last 3 months ....
6. Do you like your handwriting?
Nowadays, i hardly can read my own handwritting. Sigh
7. What is your favorite lunchmeat?
If i can ... i want to have beef all the time.
8. Any bad habits?
Sleeping non stop like a log.
9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf?
Don't have.
10. If you were another person, would you be you?
I don't think so
11. Are you a dare devil?
Yes, when am on the verge of bursting. So, don't try me :)
12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?
Yes, but with good intention .. God knows.
13. Do looks matter?
Too bad but yes. You need not to be supermodel but at least presentable.
14. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?
Rubbish got la.
15. Are you trendy?
Naaaa ... i have my own style.
16. How do you release anger?
Keeping quiet and complaint to God.
17. Where are your second homes?
Earth of course ...
18. Do you trust others easily?
I no longer know what is the meaning of "trust" when comes to people. Only can trust God.
19. What was your favorite toy as a child?
Some soldier toys ... i dun play with barbie dolls.
20. What class in school do you think is totally useless?
Moral
21. Do you have a journal?
Nope
22. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
When needed so or when that person asking for it.
23. What are your nicknames?
Darling ... Porky ... Piggy .... Mafia ... Gangster ... Tai Ee Long ... Bee (the latest one)
24. Would u ever bungee jump?
Yes ... in your dream la stupid.
25. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
Nope ... too lazy hahah.
26. Do you think that you are strong?
I thought i was until i was left crying and feeling rejected ...
27. What's your favorite Ice Cream Flavor?
Very berry strawberry from BR
28. What's your favorite color?
Light purple
29. What is your least favorite food?
Internal organs
30. How many wisdom teeth do you have?
Four ... how wise i am :P
31. Are you in love with anyone?
What do you think?
32. How many people have a crush on you right now?
How am i supposed to know? It's crush what
33. Who do you miss most right now?
Someone in far away land.
34. What color pants are you wearing?
Blue
35. What are you listening to right now?
News from tv
36. What was the last thing you ate?
Rice with chicken and vege.
37. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
Hmnnnn .... light purple laaaaaaaaa
38. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
My peer
39. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
The way they carry themselves
40. How are you today?
Breathing by the grace of God.
41. Favorite drink?
OJ with milk
42. Favorite alcoholic drink?
Beer
43. Favorite sports?
Badminton
44. Hair color?
Originally black but now i have stripes in red
45. Eye color?
Dark brown
46. Favorite month?
December
47. Favorite food?
Chinese ... so typical of me
48. Last movies you watched?
Terminator
49. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
Nope ... not at all
50. Scary movies or happy endings?
Happy endings ...
51. Summer or winter?
Summer i guess ...
52. Hugs or kisses?
Depends from who
53. Relationships or one-night stands?
I'm the faithful one ...
54. What books are you reading?
Experiencing God
55. Favorite board game?
Chess
56. What did you watch on TV last night?
Some Chinese drama
57. Favorite smells?
My perfume - Iceberg
58. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
My goodness ... i need to sleepppppppppppppppppppppppppp
59. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply
Press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over?
Saturday, June 13, 2009
The Misery of break up
As am logging in to my yahoo account, came across this interesting article about the mistakes that prolong a misery break up.
I find it very true and you can read more at : http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/sex/7-mistakes-that-prolong-the-misery-of-a-breakup-473522/
Not sure about you but i believe in total separation after break up even among good friends. I personally think that it's stupid or utterly ridiculous for ex to mingle around like good friends. I wonder if can become good friends, how come can break up? Aren't couples are supposed to be "good friends" or the "best friends" for each other?
I strongly agree with the writer when she mentioned we are just finding excuses to be friends with our ex and at the end, opening ourselves to be hurt again. Unless, the love was never that strong even when being a couple so breaking up is just a no big deal?
I have came across seeing "exes" going out together with one having new partner and the other one patiently waiting to reconcile .... and i went "stupid". I just don't understand why .... i know it's painful to lose someone but just being there to be hurt again is not the solution.
It's not easy to walk away what more total separation especially when you are not ready to give up the relationship. I've been there and i know ... and what keeps me going besides God's grace is the dignity for myself.
God never intended for us to grieve all night long or be pretentious. Learn to love yourself and give yourself a new chance. Again, it's not easy to move on .. only God knows how difficult it can be but hey, don't give up.
Forget your past. Your experiences can make you to be a better or bitter person. Choose one for yourself. Bless your ex even he/she hurts you badly. Walk away and be happy. This ex of yours not worth your tears, time and "stupidity" anymore. Be it who wronged who, God will handle the rest for you if you learn to surrender everything to Him.
Key learning: Don't fall in love if you don't know how to love. Don't talk BIG coz action speaks louder than words. And very important, don't promise something that you can't do as you are nobody to bear the responsibility when you walk away one day.
L
I find it very true and you can read more at : http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/sex/7-mistakes-that-prolong-the-misery-of-a-breakup-473522/
Not sure about you but i believe in total separation after break up even among good friends. I personally think that it's stupid or utterly ridiculous for ex to mingle around like good friends. I wonder if can become good friends, how come can break up? Aren't couples are supposed to be "good friends" or the "best friends" for each other?
I strongly agree with the writer when she mentioned we are just finding excuses to be friends with our ex and at the end, opening ourselves to be hurt again. Unless, the love was never that strong even when being a couple so breaking up is just a no big deal?
I have came across seeing "exes" going out together with one having new partner and the other one patiently waiting to reconcile .... and i went "stupid". I just don't understand why .... i know it's painful to lose someone but just being there to be hurt again is not the solution.
It's not easy to walk away what more total separation especially when you are not ready to give up the relationship. I've been there and i know ... and what keeps me going besides God's grace is the dignity for myself.
God never intended for us to grieve all night long or be pretentious. Learn to love yourself and give yourself a new chance. Again, it's not easy to move on .. only God knows how difficult it can be but hey, don't give up.
Forget your past. Your experiences can make you to be a better or bitter person. Choose one for yourself. Bless your ex even he/she hurts you badly. Walk away and be happy. This ex of yours not worth your tears, time and "stupidity" anymore. Be it who wronged who, God will handle the rest for you if you learn to surrender everything to Him.
Key learning: Don't fall in love if you don't know how to love. Don't talk BIG coz action speaks louder than words. And very important, don't promise something that you can't do as you are nobody to bear the responsibility when you walk away one day.
L
Monday, June 8, 2009
Sometimes
Sometimes in life, the harder you try the worst the outcome will be. So, surrender it to God.
Sometimes in life, you'll meet people that will leave a mark that last forever. So, make sure if you are that person, leave a good mark.
Sometimes in life, you'll be hurt without knowing the reason. So, learn to be careful with your words and actions.
Sometimes in life, you'll fall in love and fall apart. So, appreciate the moments when you are in love.
Sometimes in life, you'll need to make promises. So, make that promise if you know you can else don't be bothered!
L
Sometimes in life, you'll meet people that will leave a mark that last forever. So, make sure if you are that person, leave a good mark.
Sometimes in life, you'll be hurt without knowing the reason. So, learn to be careful with your words and actions.
Sometimes in life, you'll fall in love and fall apart. So, appreciate the moments when you are in love.
Sometimes in life, you'll need to make promises. So, make that promise if you know you can else don't be bothered!
L
Thursday, June 4, 2009
First night .... first time
Tonight is my 1st night .... 1st night as SM (Shift Manager - just in case some of you started to think something else)
I can't remember when was the last time i worked night shift ... could it be 4 years ago? I dunno ... can't really remember but i do know it's been a long time.
Hmnnn .... so far so good. After all, it's only 3hrs plus since i started to work at 7.15pm just now.
1st day at office already late thanks to the stupid-no-reason traffic jam at Penang Bridge. I came out early but eventually reached office late .. so pathetic. The traffic was horrible but i guess i drove more horrible in order to beat the traffic. I hate being late what more 1st day at work ... God forgive me for being violent on the road just now :(
Anyway, night shifts are pretty interesting as well. Get to roam the production floor as if like it belongs to me heheheheh. But food is challenging. I don't really know what i ate just now coz it was so tasteless and smell one kind. Never mind .. i will have beef kebab at 1am - special order hahaha.
Ok ok .. time to continue with my work .... another 8.5hrs to go ....... go Lin go !!
L
I can't remember when was the last time i worked night shift ... could it be 4 years ago? I dunno ... can't really remember but i do know it's been a long time.
Hmnnn .... so far so good. After all, it's only 3hrs plus since i started to work at 7.15pm just now.
1st day at office already late thanks to the stupid-no-reason traffic jam at Penang Bridge. I came out early but eventually reached office late .. so pathetic. The traffic was horrible but i guess i drove more horrible in order to beat the traffic. I hate being late what more 1st day at work ... God forgive me for being violent on the road just now :(
Anyway, night shifts are pretty interesting as well. Get to roam the production floor as if like it belongs to me heheheheh. But food is challenging. I don't really know what i ate just now coz it was so tasteless and smell one kind. Never mind .. i will have beef kebab at 1am - special order hahaha.
Ok ok .. time to continue with my work .... another 8.5hrs to go ....... go Lin go !!
L
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