Hmnnn ... i don't know why am such a hot tempered person and when i'm at the climax of my temper, you don't want to be near me .. not because i will scold you but i think i will get physical instantly.
My temper is like a roller coaster and easily provoked which am very much annoyed with.
Today, i did a very bad thing which left me feeling so broken and regret the moment i laid my hand on the poor victim's face. I regret and ashamed of my action and suddenly i felt afraid of my ownself that i can actually go up and slap someone.
Before this, when i hit my climax of anger i'll just walk away or the most bang table BUT never never touching anyone coz i know i'll hit that person real bad. But today .. am such a bad gal.
In the bible, it says in your anger do not sin ..... am very much guilty as charged.
God, i need your help .... i have becoming a monster ;(
Definitely NOT something that am proud of ....................
L
Monday, January 31, 2011
Saturday, January 29, 2011
This is what happened IF .....
Yeah ... this is what happened when i started to slack in blogging ... day after day passed by and soon i realised it's a miracle for me to blog.
Well, blame it to my busy schedules and lazy nature .....
Have to find back the passion to blog else i think am going to close this blog real soon .....
L
Well, blame it to my busy schedules and lazy nature .....
Have to find back the passion to blog else i think am going to close this blog real soon .....
L
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Blessed 2011
It's a brand new year again and a new start to many of us.
Looking back, how was your 2010? Was it a year of fulfillment? Year of joy? Or year of challenges?
For myself, it was a year where i experienced alot of ups and downs at the same time i tasted the goodness of God. 2010 was a year where i discovered my gifting from God in ways that i never thought of. 2010 also taught me to rely on God more and i learnt to give more than receive. 2010 also a year where many things and people were removed and added by God in my life. In 2010 also i learnt only God can make changes and if we chose to go far away from Him, only one road for us - eternal death.
So, what do i want for 2011? To be frank ... it wasn't a smooth start so far as many things happened and are still happening but above all else, i know things around me do not shape who i am but rather God shapes me.
All i want for 2011 is a breakthrough in every area of my life and my family. It's time to go back to my first love --> Jesus and the rest shall be added accordingly.
I hope 2011 will be a better year for each and everyone of you. God be with us everyday of our lives.
L
Looking back, how was your 2010? Was it a year of fulfillment? Year of joy? Or year of challenges?
For myself, it was a year where i experienced alot of ups and downs at the same time i tasted the goodness of God. 2010 was a year where i discovered my gifting from God in ways that i never thought of. 2010 also taught me to rely on God more and i learnt to give more than receive. 2010 also a year where many things and people were removed and added by God in my life. In 2010 also i learnt only God can make changes and if we chose to go far away from Him, only one road for us - eternal death.
So, what do i want for 2011? To be frank ... it wasn't a smooth start so far as many things happened and are still happening but above all else, i know things around me do not shape who i am but rather God shapes me.
All i want for 2011 is a breakthrough in every area of my life and my family. It's time to go back to my first love --> Jesus and the rest shall be added accordingly.
I hope 2011 will be a better year for each and everyone of you. God be with us everyday of our lives.
L
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