Stock check

Time for stock check as i'm moving into Q2 of 2009.

Let me check my status versus the new year resolutions that i wrote somewhere early Jan.

Hmnnnn ... these what i wrote:-

1) Put on weight ... errrr maybe another 5kg? or 8kg? Tell me gals ... how many kg huh?

Stock check - Eeerrrr ... i think i managed to put on ~1.5kg to 2kg so far. My weight still not stable as it goes up and down. Been doing my very best and in fact taking below supplements .... yaya ... go ahead and laugh.

2) Tone up my shapeless body ... sigh .. this is torturing esp when you have a personal coach that lovessss to "pump it up" all the time to make ur veins come out.

Stock check - Yesss ... can see the shape of my arms but need to be careful coz dun want to end up looking like Madonna. Wanna see photos of my arms? Go and dig urself :) Tummy hmmnnn ... can see the lines dee but nothing to be brag about coz i hate abs training.

3) Spend more time learning & putting things into actions for God.

Stock check - Yes also but i believe i can improve. I'm getting so much in love with God's word and it's so amazing seeing Him speaking to me thru it. At times, when i was ministering to others, i myself was being ministered. God indeed is awesome and getting more real in my life.

4) Spend meaningful moments with family & friends as you know ..... hehe

Stock check - Guilty of this. Again, i believe i can improve in this area. No excuses ... just guilty.

5) Continue to walk by faith and let the past go.

Stock check - Amen to this. Indeed God is forever gracious and mercy when comes to this area. All glory to Him my friends. I encountered breakthrough in my life and thru all the trying circumstances, God was there. I can testify not even a second in my life, He left me alone. Yes, He allowed me to grief, experienced great sorrow to death, how it feels to be hurt and betrayed and very important - what does it take to really forgive someone that hurt you the most.

Letting go is not easy but doable with the strength of the Lord. Letting go does not mean you forget the past but letting go is to enjoy the freedom from bondages that holding u down. Letting go is to move forward, letting go is the ability to forgive and bless that particular person and importantly, letting go is not to let the past haunt you down.

Yes, i still feel sad and sorrow whenever the past came to mind. I acknowledge that am feeling like this is simply because am just a normal human. I have the love that God put in me the day He created me. This is just me .. the Linda Low that you guys and gals know. But hey, God allowed all these to happen to make me a stronger and better person for Him.

L