I wonder ...........

I wonder why is it so hard to really move on and forget the past?

I wonder why the memory of the past still brings hurt and sorrow to my heart?

I wonder why shit people like you exist?

I wonder why our paths can crossed and am left to run the never ending highways?

I wonder what the shit were you thinking .... are you even human?

I wonder why .... why you did this to me? What wrong have i done to deserve this?

* I wonder what the h**l i'm thinking right now ... suddenly so emo. God, please be gracious and help get my mind and focus back on track. My past is shit as i made lousy decisions ...